It's sweet when somebody knows every single detail about you. Not because you constantly remind them, but because they pay attention ..

Kyle Catalan

Bro, you're mad.

Nadine Mary Hayward; Nadz :)

I'm never going to forget the first day you came to my primary school and pronounced better, butter. I won't ever forget how I was the first person to introduce you to strawberries and cherries :) I love your personality, talent and your love of life. I love that you are so open with me, and we can have conversations about anything for hours. You make me smile just being around me because you'll always be my little deany, my tiny dancer and my prostitute previously named 'Angel'. I love that all the concerts i've been to, have mainly been with you and how we can just jam in your room for hours. I love all of the songs you've written, i love when you play them for me, i try to sing along, and fail because i don't know them and then i have them stuck in my head for days. Talking about them now, i bet "Daddy" will get caught in my head now :P Nadz, you're beautiful and i love you ..

I don't know how many times i have waltzed into "Forever New" and tried on this dress. For some reason it fits perfectly at a size ten. Alot of things have been lately. However, my diet has not changed at all. I'm not complaining though, don't get me wrong, but this dress, this tight black dress which i think i have fallen inlove with needs me. I must have it, but at the price it is being sold for, i might take my time and get my polaroid camera or ipod classic first (Y)

Getting personal?

This is my haven; my sanctuary. This room, even though it isn't PARTLY mine, is the place i go when i want to scream at the top of my lungs, make private phone calls with amazing people, listen to music at full blast and know that my neighbours can hear it through my open window, and just think. I love to think, usually i over analyse things and that causes all sorts of problems, but without thought and imagination, the world would have no soul, the people that live on this earth would be unbearably boring, and life would seem less beautiful. I love my bedroom, its the one place i can go, where i can truely be alone, and get away from the world. The one place ♥

I'm not sick but I'm not well. And its a sin, to live so well.

Megan Washington

Photography by Melanie Eve Riger; my lover

"Music is fun, and silly, and strange, and powerful and very important to a lot of people (me included) but it's nothing to fight over. Every time you fight over music, a creepy nineties boy band gets its wings"
- Megan Washington

These Girls Are Amazing; I love you

Katy Perry

I love this video clip, i dont know how they make the colours like this, but i adore it.

A Dedication; You Should Know Who You Are :)

I'm not going to name all the wonderful men and woman that i know, im not going to individually post a love letter about each of you (actually, in time, i might) but to all of you who have made me the person i am today, i honestly thank you. i sincerly love you, and i want you all to know that if you weren't in my life, i don't know where i would have ended up today. you've made a difference to me, and you are blissfully unaware; im glad. i love you guys (L)

Should i give up, or should i just keep chasing pavements...

...even if it leads nowhere

Just An Update; Oh, My Darling!

The past few weeks have been so jam packed i haven't even had time to think about what i'm doing. I should probably be using the spare time i have right now to finish reading my copy of 1984, George Owell, playing some kind of instrument, but with these stupid nails, string instruments hate me or trying to get a hold of Dani, but it's most likely too late to call her at this hour. It's 10:20pm on a friday night and seeing as im always running low on credit, contact with her can wait a few more hours. Last week i went on a hike, with the duke of edinburgh scheme. I was accompanied by Amber. She's the best, hands down. We were camping out with a few of the guys from school (Bil, Curtis & Sam) and some random year twelves that i'm pretty sure signed out not long before the trip. I really did appreciate being invited onto the trip, even though it had no benefit to me other than quality time with Amber, and ofcourse fitness, it did give me time away to think about things. I needed that. And, its the most amazing feeling to know that for just a short amount of time, even five days, that you are independantly away from home, away from family. Sometimes its good to get away from it all, you know.

Intro: Dm, C, G (x2)
  Dm                C
Sometimes I feel like alice
    G                 Dm
In a wonderland chasing rabbits
                     C
Cheshire cats and mad hatters
 G                 Dm
A better world well it don't really matter

Dm, C, G

        Dm                    C
Well day breaks and life is as dark as the room
   G                Dm
The air is laced with sweet perfume
                C
What is it about morning light
   G                      Dm
That makes everything feel alright

Dm, C, G 

Dm C G
Alright

       F         C      
Well it feels like I have just woke up
    G                   Dm
In a world where down is up
           Dm       C     G
And up is a long way from here
      F                     C
In the big wheels where they keep on turning
    G                         Dm
They don't slow down they just keep on learning

Dm  C   G
Ohhh Ooohh

       F                    C
Well my name's not Alice but I know how she felt
    G                              Dm
When her world started turning into something else
                            C
Well my name's not Alice but I know how she felt
    G                             
When her world started turning into something else
       F                    C
Well my name's not Alice but I know how she felt
    G                                        Dm
When her world started turning into something else

On Fire, But Frozen Inside (8)

Pimps 'n' Hoes

Chris,
Lloyd,
Papa,
Steph,
Kait,
Dani,
Emy
& David.

You guys are absolutely amazing in your own unique ways, and i cherish all the time i spend with you! i love you all like no one else and you could never be replaced! I miss you legends xoxoxox

Amber Lily Bolton ..

^.^

You have to be the most random, cuddliest, cutest person in the history of ever! i love spending time with you and i love the numerous amounts of inside jokes we share together.

i love that we can go on a five day camp together in the middle of nowhere, and still manage to find time to spoon in our tent and buy pointless sparklers at woolworths.

i love you so much that i would share a drink with you, and i love dancing at parties with you, i love that you are always out of a laugh and i love seeing your smiling face when you come to my work.

amber, baby, i just love YOU :)

Yesterday i sat in blue gum, then had a duke of edinburgh meeting afterwards. That was interesting...

Do You Remember?

Do you remember when we first met?
I sure do
It was some time
In early September
You were lazy about it
You made me wait around
I was so crazy about you
I didn't mind
So I was late for class
I locked my bike to yours
It wasn't hard to find
You painted flowers on
Guess that I was afraid
That if you rode away
You might not roll back
My direction real soon
Well I was crazy about you then
And now the craziest thing of all
Over 10 years have gone by
And you're still mine
We're locked in time
Let's rewind

Do you remember
When we first moved in together?
The piano took up the living room
You'd play me boogie woogie
I played you love songs
You'd say we're playing house
Now you still say we are
We built our get away
Up in a tree we found
We felt so far away
Though we were still in town
Now I remember watching
That old tree burn down
I took a picture that
I don't like to look at

Well all these times
They come and go
Alone don't seem so long
Over 10 years have gone by
We can't rewind
We're locked in time
But you're still mine

Do you remember?

My Summer Romance ☼

We don't sleep when the sun goes down
We don't waste no precious time
All my friends in the loop
Making up for teenage crime
....

We don't sleep when the sun goes down
We don't waste no precious time
All my friends in the loop
Making up for teenage crime
...

I have my school certificate this week. i havent stressed one bit, i remember when my sister was doing hers, she was studying like a mad man. i havent studied once, i dont even think my books contain any useful information other than quotes and drawings from when my friends and i were bored in class.
i hope i pass these< im sure i will. but there is still a chance that im too distracted by all the amazing things that are on this time of the year. i have the formal coming up, which im really excited about. ive always secretly wanted to master the art of wearing high heels or wear a pretty blue dress that will make my eyes seem like blue gemstone.
Then i have all these parties for friends im going to, and i have melbourne at the end of the year with mum, dad and clare. and the hotel is amazing, the pool is bigger than my house and they even have a personal gym. there is room service and a maid. i love maids. and then hopefully im going to foster with my two girls barnacle and dunweewee in january. if thats the case, im going to love the start to the new year. 2011, i love you already

I honestly don't know what i did to make you go, but i can say that in the future i still wont ever know. And i'd like to keep in contact and remain close friends, but i'll hate your detestable guts from now till the end. You lied to me in the worst way you can and you didnt come clean but in turn, did it again and again. Time will pass and im sure i wont forget what took place, 'cause five days a week i am reminded by your once perfect looking face :/

Let's Dance to Joy Division & Celebrate The Irony ♫

What Do You Want Out Of Life?

Not one of the easier questions i must admit. I think what it comes down to is complete content and happiness with life. I just want to be known for who i am, not what i can be seen as. I wish everything was back in the days where over eighteen gigs didnt exist, and everyone could go to festivals and just dance all day and night to the music. i love the finer things in life, i love people who are different, and dont follow mainstream cliques or music. i wish everyone could just flashdance away all their problems, come home on a sunday, and have a roast ready for them. (im coming back to this, my sister just made fresh banana bread, stay sweet)

i always think to myself, the love of my life, is walking around on this earth right now, and i could have already met them.

When You're Dreaming With A Broken Heart; The Waking Up Is The Hardest Part :/

Bil - one day i WILL enter your house and put flowers and sandwiches everywhere!

Before i start babbling on about how amazing you are, i'd just like to yet again thank you for that kebab on my birthday. The pick me up hug was very much appreciated too. Thanks for always having my back. i can never win an arguement with you especially because i am 'inferior'. I love that you could eat the whole of lebanon if you got the chance and everytime i talk to you, im guarenteed that you'll be eating. You love handshakes and i hate when you get sick. I love that you're nice to everyone and you never judge them, you seem to give so much effort to keep friendships going and every friend of mine i've introduced you to, you've been the coolest person to.

You have GOT to be the most intelligent, sexist and bestest arabic brother i have, and i love you regardless.

- LuceDawg :)

Your Party Was Pretty Bad Ass I Must Admit

Dear Batgirl

You shall be my pre-school buddy forever, even though essentially i forgot about you and just carried on life, until one day at school, you came up to me and told me, that we went to pre-school together. I probably looked at you like you were an insane person, which i know now you definately are. But insanity is one of my favourite parts of life. i love you clarebear, i appreciate that we met *again* and became REALLY close friends, i love our heart to hearts, D and M's and just in general, our conversations. They flow like a waterfall...BAM!

Love WonderWoman.

Sexual Tiger.

So here i am, sitting trying to think of a way to put our friendship into a few simple words, but i can't. You've given me so much more than i could have ever asked for, in such a short amount of time. I think you've been my best guy friend for around a year now, im not really sure. I'm never going to forget how we met. Thanks to my school bags and their lack of keeping a hold of themselves, miss carniato and science, we met.

You are one of the most important people in my life, and i really hope you always are. One day we'll move into the flat on Old Prospect and i shall make the sandwiches and...hahha just kidding. You should know by now that i'm never going to use a knife for cooking purposes. (wow i just sounded mental)
I've invented the most stupid, hilarious and sometimes inventive nicknames for you, but the clearest name i call you is Sam. Thanks for making my life better everyday you're in it and helping me get through some of those situations i didnt know how to deal with. i love you bro :)

Spiderman never wore shoes...

...his feet must have hurt so bad!

Le Dunleavy & Barnacle ;)

I seriously don't know where to start with you two. Umm, well we've known each other since Year Seven. I pretty much met Lucy first, basically because she has the same name as me...but she was the one who introduced me to barnacle. Since then, we've had some break ups with friends coming in and out of our group, but through it all we've managed to stay as close as sisters. Whenever we go to Barnacle's for the night, Lucy and I always manage to steal something of hers, even if it's unintentional. (btw, Lucy you're purple jacket is here, and Bec i have one of your rings)
You guys have helped me soldier through some of the most confusing, frustrating and emotionally hurtful experiences in my life, although being in high school, who expects anything different right?
Even though I'm sure i say it way too much, i love you guys. You honestly mean the world to me, and without you with me everyday at school, i know for a fact that it would never be the same. I appreciate you guys every single day, and I'm glad to call you my whores

xx

Who Says I Can't Be Free?

Daniela Rosa ♥.

Dear butternuts;

You're the one who brings me back to Earth, even if you take me away in the first place. I've known you since kindergaten, we've been best friends since Year Three and over all this time, we've basically become sisters. You are my aunty's "favourite" and my pop hits on you. My whole family love you, and I don't mean the family inside these four suburban walls, i mean my WHOLE family. I'm sure the only people in the Morgan clan that don't know of your existance are the ones in nursing homes and retirement villages.
I love everything about you. I love how you think, i love your smarts, i love how you have amazing fashion sense and your room always has things hanging from height places for me to hit. I love how I have my own bed when I come over and how i always seem to leave things there so that mum has to bring me back. I love that you are the only person in the world that my family would let me move in with and that i can count on you for anything.

I love that you work at a butcher and I work at a fruit shop.
"Now we can live together. I will supply the meat, and you bring home the fruit and veg :)"

I always know that you're a phone call away. I wonder what it would have been like if you did live in that house at the end of my street, but i love that you live in a different suburb. It gives us something to differentiate with. You make me laugh sometimes to the point of crying. I love all the happy and hard moments we've had together. I always miss you, even if i've just seen you. Probably because you live further away than i would have loved, but again, it gives us more time to miss each other.
I love that whenever you buy a new outfit, and show me, my reaction is usually...

..."I wouldn't wear it, but it looks amazing on you." Somehow though, over this past month, our fashion sense has become more intertwined. Noticed? Even though you're a summer/spring and I'm like a winter/autumn. Pale people go with tanned people! I love that you have an amazing hourglass figure, legs, boobs, bum, you have wonderful assets and you should know it! I couldn't write a whole novel about how much i care for you, there wouldn't be enough space in a whole library to express that.

I Love You So Much!

Sincerly yours; Porkchops :)

Fashion; never was my thing...hehe

Basically a collage of some of the greatest albums i have encountered. i decided to make this in honour of the inspiring artists who created these masterpieces *gives one clap and leaves* ...

When The Wheels Come Down ♥

I'm sure many teenagers my age can't say that

(a) there dad plays assassins creed 4 and half-life 2 on the x-box
or
(b) that their mother has a pair of purple doc martins

but i can :)

Whatever People Say I Am, That's What I'm Not

This is a video from my 16th Birthday Party. Was an awesome night! All the people there are amazing!!! Was on the 26th of June, even though my actual birthday is the 8th ;)

I love this recommended page, because Carl Barron would love to be associated with that group *no sarcasm; he'd love it* :)

My First Job!

Today I start work at the fruit shop. I don't have a uniform or any idea on what you're supposed to be doing at a job, but my sister landed me the gig so I'm really eager for it. Wish me luck :)

GOV...

Lucy and i were in geography, listening to her ipod and eating cheezels as usual, when we noticed Dalvin infront of us, on the http://australia.gov.com.au website and decided to joke with him about it. We ended up going through Lucy's ipod, and replacing the words of songs with "GOV." Thus; GOV WAS BORN! This is from Sunday the 4th of July, 2010 at around ten o'clock, we fludded our news feeds (and friends) with the GOV epidemic!
*Oh, and if you click on the image, you can actually read it and it makes sense, ciao.*

The Most Pointless Phone Call Of All Time...

Me: *answers phone* Hello?
Man: Hello?
Me: *realises its a telemarketer and puts on a high pitched stupid voice* Hello?
Man: Hello?
-Dad picks up the other phone-
Dad: Hello?
Man: Hello? My name is Jeff.
Dad: Hello? My name is Jeff.
Me: Hello? *high pitched still*
Man: Hello?
Dad: Hello? My name is Jeff.
Man: Hello? My name is Jeff.
Me: Hello? *high pitched*
Man: Hello?
Dad: Hello? My name is Jeff.
Man: OK BYE! -hangs up-
Dad: ...Hello? My name is Jeff.