I'm not sick but I'm not well. And its a sin, to live so well.

Megan Washington

Photography by Melanie Eve Riger; my lover

"Music is fun, and silly, and strange, and powerful and very important to a lot of people (me included) but it's nothing to fight over. Every time you fight over music, a creepy nineties boy band gets its wings"
- Megan Washington

These Girls Are Amazing; I love you

Katy Perry

I love this video clip, i dont know how they make the colours like this, but i adore it.

A Dedication; You Should Know Who You Are :)

I'm not going to name all the wonderful men and woman that i know, im not going to individually post a love letter about each of you (actually, in time, i might) but to all of you who have made me the person i am today, i honestly thank you. i sincerly love you, and i want you all to know that if you weren't in my life, i don't know where i would have ended up today. you've made a difference to me, and you are blissfully unaware; im glad. i love you guys (L)

Should i give up, or should i just keep chasing pavements...

...even if it leads nowhere

Just An Update; Oh, My Darling!

The past few weeks have been so jam packed i haven't even had time to think about what i'm doing. I should probably be using the spare time i have right now to finish reading my copy of 1984, George Owell, playing some kind of instrument, but with these stupid nails, string instruments hate me or trying to get a hold of Dani, but it's most likely too late to call her at this hour. It's 10:20pm on a friday night and seeing as im always running low on credit, contact with her can wait a few more hours. Last week i went on a hike, with the duke of edinburgh scheme. I was accompanied by Amber. She's the best, hands down. We were camping out with a few of the guys from school (Bil, Curtis & Sam) and some random year twelves that i'm pretty sure signed out not long before the trip. I really did appreciate being invited onto the trip, even though it had no benefit to me other than quality time with Amber, and ofcourse fitness, it did give me time away to think about things. I needed that. And, its the most amazing feeling to know that for just a short amount of time, even five days, that you are independantly away from home, away from family. Sometimes its good to get away from it all, you know.

Intro: Dm, C, G (x2)
  Dm                C
Sometimes I feel like alice
    G                 Dm
In a wonderland chasing rabbits
                     C
Cheshire cats and mad hatters
 G                 Dm
A better world well it don't really matter

Dm, C, G

        Dm                    C
Well day breaks and life is as dark as the room
   G                Dm
The air is laced with sweet perfume
                C
What is it about morning light
   G                      Dm
That makes everything feel alright

Dm, C, G 

Dm C G
Alright

       F         C      
Well it feels like I have just woke up
    G                   Dm
In a world where down is up
           Dm       C     G
And up is a long way from here
      F                     C
In the big wheels where they keep on turning
    G                         Dm
They don't slow down they just keep on learning

Dm  C   G
Ohhh Ooohh

       F                    C
Well my name's not Alice but I know how she felt
    G                              Dm
When her world started turning into something else
                            C
Well my name's not Alice but I know how she felt
    G                             
When her world started turning into something else
       F                    C
Well my name's not Alice but I know how she felt
    G                                        Dm
When her world started turning into something else

On Fire, But Frozen Inside (8)

Pimps 'n' Hoes

Chris,
Lloyd,
Papa,
Steph,
Kait,
Dani,
Emy
& David.

You guys are absolutely amazing in your own unique ways, and i cherish all the time i spend with you! i love you all like no one else and you could never be replaced! I miss you legends xoxoxox

Amber Lily Bolton ..

^.^

You have to be the most random, cuddliest, cutest person in the history of ever! i love spending time with you and i love the numerous amounts of inside jokes we share together.

i love that we can go on a five day camp together in the middle of nowhere, and still manage to find time to spoon in our tent and buy pointless sparklers at woolworths.

i love you so much that i would share a drink with you, and i love dancing at parties with you, i love that you are always out of a laugh and i love seeing your smiling face when you come to my work.

amber, baby, i just love YOU :)

Yesterday i sat in blue gum, then had a duke of edinburgh meeting afterwards. That was interesting...

Do You Remember?

Do you remember when we first met?
I sure do
It was some time
In early September
You were lazy about it
You made me wait around
I was so crazy about you
I didn't mind
So I was late for class
I locked my bike to yours
It wasn't hard to find
You painted flowers on
Guess that I was afraid
That if you rode away
You might not roll back
My direction real soon
Well I was crazy about you then
And now the craziest thing of all
Over 10 years have gone by
And you're still mine
We're locked in time
Let's rewind

Do you remember
When we first moved in together?
The piano took up the living room
You'd play me boogie woogie
I played you love songs
You'd say we're playing house
Now you still say we are
We built our get away
Up in a tree we found
We felt so far away
Though we were still in town
Now I remember watching
That old tree burn down
I took a picture that
I don't like to look at

Well all these times
They come and go
Alone don't seem so long
Over 10 years have gone by
We can't rewind
We're locked in time
But you're still mine

Do you remember?

My Summer Romance ☼

We don't sleep when the sun goes down
We don't waste no precious time
All my friends in the loop
Making up for teenage crime
....

We don't sleep when the sun goes down
We don't waste no precious time
All my friends in the loop
Making up for teenage crime
...

I have my school certificate this week. i havent stressed one bit, i remember when my sister was doing hers, she was studying like a mad man. i havent studied once, i dont even think my books contain any useful information other than quotes and drawings from when my friends and i were bored in class.
i hope i pass these< im sure i will. but there is still a chance that im too distracted by all the amazing things that are on this time of the year. i have the formal coming up, which im really excited about. ive always secretly wanted to master the art of wearing high heels or wear a pretty blue dress that will make my eyes seem like blue gemstone.
Then i have all these parties for friends im going to, and i have melbourne at the end of the year with mum, dad and clare. and the hotel is amazing, the pool is bigger than my house and they even have a personal gym. there is room service and a maid. i love maids. and then hopefully im going to foster with my two girls barnacle and dunweewee in january. if thats the case, im going to love the start to the new year. 2011, i love you already

I honestly don't know what i did to make you go, but i can say that in the future i still wont ever know. And i'd like to keep in contact and remain close friends, but i'll hate your detestable guts from now till the end. You lied to me in the worst way you can and you didnt come clean but in turn, did it again and again. Time will pass and im sure i wont forget what took place, 'cause five days a week i am reminded by your once perfect looking face :/

Let's Dance to Joy Division & Celebrate The Irony ♫

What Do You Want Out Of Life?

Not one of the easier questions i must admit. I think what it comes down to is complete content and happiness with life. I just want to be known for who i am, not what i can be seen as. I wish everything was back in the days where over eighteen gigs didnt exist, and everyone could go to festivals and just dance all day and night to the music. i love the finer things in life, i love people who are different, and dont follow mainstream cliques or music. i wish everyone could just flashdance away all their problems, come home on a sunday, and have a roast ready for them. (im coming back to this, my sister just made fresh banana bread, stay sweet)